STOP LEAVING ME ALONE . I WANNA BE HOME .

Forget me...
Don't think of me...
walk by me and think of me as a stranger.
Don't look back.
Just walk away...
i never understand the meaning of friends ,
they all say that but then they all just leave ,

Why it hurts, when people leave you


we all do mistake ,
even god forgive so why people doesn't 
i really hate this world ,
all the emptiness i feel and all the hate i see ,
i never understand why

I feel alone and sad and depressed  I really have a good life but there is something missing  I feel alone all the time I feel so alone that I wish I where in heaven  I walk this world alone and depressed and sad each and every day Why do I feel this way? i guess its all because I'm far from my home Far from home ,I whisper my father's name once, twice ,I close my eyes I know he is home now smiling,laughing with my mom My mother is baking bread She is smiling I know she is every time she thinks of me. They live twice as long as me for their days are longer down there in the beautiful South. my books covered in dust my friends have moved North where days are short and memories suppressed, postponed and put on hold for some other (rainy) day... If I could have an open window where I can lean from and see my South every time I want to see the sunsets see the rainbows hear the children play on the dusty streets see my little nephew the moment he opens his eyes and reaches out for his mother's breast... See my father walking down the stone paved streets tall and proud and silent... If only... If only... I COULD BE IN MY MOM ARMS RIGHT NOW.