no one can hurt me anymore

i seem not to care anymore for how long that i lived alone 
i know I'm strong now ,,
i know i need no one as long as god with me 


people who i use to like they all gone 
and its true as they say love the people who love you 
coz the people who doesn't love you will leave for the people who they love 


as i walk in this life on empty road
and as I'm here in this room on my own 
the only company I have is a radio playing my funeral. 
Don’t know why I'm feeling so empty…
Emptiness is a part of life. That is not complaining but lament. But no need for that they don’t have ears…
 don’t have eyes… heart? mmmmmmmmmmh!!!!!! 
No need for that… I have my room, my walls. I’ll cry to them, talk to them, because they better than them… people.
I will be maybe always alone


i know i know Time doesn’t stop for you It doesn’t stop for anyone It doesn’t change the fact that your heart is hurting It doesn’t make a difference if you have people that support you so if i don't stand on my own and face it all my self 
then i will be weak and no one cares ,,its not this what i want and for that I'm gonna stand I'm gonna rise again I'm gonna rise each time i fall coz i don't simply give up .. 


you can break me but you will never defeat me as I'm gonna stand and try again and again 

i seem to be different

i seem to be different if not 
then why am i alone 
my lonlines dosent mean im week 
Im not like them 
Im not like them and I never will be
Nobody knows me, I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for anyone
its them who did me wrong in the past 
and for that i decide not to show weeknes 
iam storng and no body can take me down 
i do not scare of death 
i do not fear pain
I'm Glad I'm Me

and from now on ,, 
no more tears For the pain and sorrow
and every tear , I will no longer fear
I will walk away with pride and grace
No more tears will run down this face.

NO I WONT CRY FOR BEING ALONE , im save here , thank you god

as i sit here alone with only four walls to look at 
and knowing how far im from home 
and When i feel so lonely and my heart is breaking,
then my tears fill my eyes and i start hating 


i just remembered that out there in this world 
there is people who is in much in need 
who they have no homes 
who they sleep in the street 
who dies of hunger 
and people that cant sleep of pain 
there is just no way to compare my pain 


i have seen many who dies for no reason 
i have seen a children who suffer 
their family just died in a front of their eyes
who have been shot while they were going to school   

god be with him ,, save those tears of him 

then suddenly my tears start to come down 
and then i start to relies what a good life i have here 
and i thank you god, 
thank you for all the blessings that i have 
please forgive me when i whine 
save all those who suffer , be with them
guide them and protect them
for those are much in need to YOU .

when that day will come ,,

Would anyone care?
What would they say?
Would they come to my funeral?
Or just turn away?


i keep think of that day 
when i will be inside the ground 
i know my time will come 
i know that is soon 
i have seen many who is around me 
how they have been gone 



No one would care
Because no one would know
Just like they don't now
Because I don't let it show

All they see is a smile
Across my face
They don't see the darkness
They don't know this place


i know i have to get ready for this it wont 
take time ,, 

i need YOU .

I'll bury myself in your safe arms, 

And cry to the sky to you, 'You found me! '

I'll then finally be completed, 

And my eyes and heart finally won't be cloudy.

I'm only human

i do have a feelings 

I'm not perfect 

i do mistake ,anyone does 

I'm tired of the days just passing by 

my mom is not here to comfort me 

my dad keep working hard each and everyday

i need to wake up ,i need to stand up even when

I'm all alone .

An injury I have in my heart.

I wish somebody could repair its parts.
But nobody sure is with me right now, 

I just want to see you somehow. 

oh god listen to me ,hear me 

and light up my life .

A thought from a religious man .

Forgive me GOD
For the wrongs I have done
For anger I shouldn't have
Against anyone
I know I'm weak GOD
But I love You, I really do
And in spite of my weakness
I know You love me too
Forgive ME for not reading
Forgive ME for not practicing 

Forgive ME for not implementing Your eternal Words 
Oh GOD let ME come to the understanding 
Forgive ME for being too tired 
When I don't take the time to pray 
While all others lay in shame 
With ignorance i forget your way 
Give me the strength, Oh god ! 
To do what I should each day 
Let Your love shine through me 
So others will follow Your way
No one knows the emotions that fill my heart.
No body could possibly understand!
I wouldn't know where to start.
Because when I'm all alone,
I enter my own land!
I cry for you in the dark.
I cry for you my other half.
To keep it safe throughout the night.
i feel so safe so happy after my tears come out
because i know you there i know you hear me god 
Sometimes I sit for hours
and cry along to you only my lord!

Dreaming away
I feel happy and free, I wait for the day 
when all my heart is fill with your love 
I promise I will love you for eternity
I'll love you through happiness and hate!
So now I'm waiting for you to save me god 
and until that day.
I'll forever cry for you in the dark! 

Even though I've failed You god 
I know You'll forgive me 
And this I promise Lord 
A better man I will be 

I Am a Man

I am a man of passion, of conviction, of faith. I am a man of love, of laughter and of anger. I am a man of strength, who despairs, who weeps. I am a man enraged by mans inhumanity to man and perplexed by He who seems unable to stop the madness. I weep for those who worship at the alter of ambition, for they shall leave in their wake, their children, their loved ones, millions of orphans of success. I am the most intelligent and I have many faults. I am all these things and more...for I am man.